This year, its not about wishing..its about doing!!!

Yes, am going to do all the things whichever i have listed..(without forgetting).

For me this year has been one of worst years i had before.  All of my resolutions haven't worked out for me. Instead I faced problem with them.

Now an idea which has come to my brilliant mind(*wink*) should change my life. In every walk-of-life,generally we have two choices. likewise now I have decided to have two plans. If one doesn't work out, I can jump 2 plan B(named it as plan A & B)( hai na samajdhari ki baath..ha ha am not flying..am still on ground.*wink*)

so plan A is like

1. Not to listen to bro's words and not to get convinced with whatever he says..
2. Not to care about anyone and try hard to get rid of this good girl badge(seriously ppl..its too bad to be  good):->
3. Spend much time on reading novels.(suggest me some:-!) n avoid fb to go over me:-)
4. Try n try n retry to get out from my sweet home n family for further studies(coz life@home has become boring:-/)
5. Last but not the least..the very main resolution of all the above is to follow all the above :-) :-) 

Plan B:
     5. Choose my own career and try to acheive success in convincing dad.
     4. Learn some fata fatt cooking recipes(Keralian recipes(non veg), Gujarati items...n the list goes on)
     3. Try not to flunk in this year( coz math trys hard to fail me)
     2. Learn wearing n carrying a saree( don't keep any doubts..am a girl itself)
     1. Not to change my mind even in my hitler's reign

I Miss u...

It's been quite a long time since I felt this way. I miss my frnz, my campus usually. But this time, it is someone special..someone whom I wish to spend a lot of time with..

Actually I had this feeling  for more than 2months ago from today. But today it is very intense that am unable to stand it. May be  bcoz he's away from me in an unknown place...Here is something which i want to share...

 Its quite a weird feeling when u miss someone so special to you

You don't feel sleepy..

You don't want to eat..

You're distracted @your best..

You've all the time for that person in the world amidst busy schedules..

You eagerly wait to receive an sms or call from that person..

You just want to close your eyes till that person comes in front of you..

You behave crazily..

Through all this,I wanna express that I MISS YOU now..right now very much..

P.S: Though all this,somewhere down in my heart I'm enjoying this moment n feeling too.

iTs My Life..

It’s my life and I’ll live it the way I want to

Life is like a pack of chewing gum; I’ve yet to figure out why..

I’m the author of my life; unfortunately, i don't care if u wont like it!

Reality continues to ruin my life…still i struggle to face it..

Life is uncertain – eat dessert first.

Life isn’t weird! It’s the people in it…

Take your life in your own hands and what happens? A terrible thing: no one to blame!

Life is like a video game, except we don’t have extra lives, retries, pause or continues...

A creative life is a fulfilling life… as long as you can deal with a few loose screws.

Life is simple!!! But it is up to you how you live it!!!

Nobody ever said life was easy…they just promised that it would be worth it.

Its my life afterall and i can overcome all the obstacles.

Feeling so lonely.........

12 Months ago...
I met him and thought "wow"
10 Months ago...
I was so happy to be with him
8 Months ago...
He was perfect in every way
6 Months ago...He was everything i'd ever wanted
4 Months ago...
I couldn't imagine life without him
2 Months ago... He told me he had to move away
1 Month ago...
I seemed so lost, so broken
1 Day ago..He left
1 Hour ago...
My heart stopped beating ....!!

i WaNt...

I want two pairs of nice sandals
I want clutchers
I want an ipod
I want somebody who is ok with my emotions and loves me madly
I want a gulab jaman
I want to run very fast on an empty wet road
I want to quit everything and lie in my bed forever

I want to runaway even if everyone thinks I am a coward...